"Take calculated risks. That is quite different from being rash."
-George S. Patton
I've deleted my old blog (finally).I mustered up enough courage to finally decide for myself. To finally do out with the conventional. To start over again.
Why?
I don't know. Maybe because somehow, I felt the need to. Maybe somehow, I felt that it was a risk worth taking.
I have come to a realization that I'm not a body with a soul. I'm a soul that has a visible part called the body. These past few days, contrary to what one might expect, I'm becoming much conscious of the presence of this soul than the usual. It didn't say anything to me, criticize me or feel sorry for me. It didn't judge me or blame me: it merely watched.
I'm starting over not because of you, or me, or for anybody. I'm starting over because I want to. Because I have to. And if forgetting a part of myself is what it takes to do it, then I will. I already did. So long.
(I'm ranting here. So don't expect you'll understand anything.)
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